Blue

The perfect lie

disguised casually

wanting to feel something.

 I was in the dark

loving it.

 I didn't care

there was safety in that place.

I never felt true until I liked  him

A year later.

it was awful

to have something you could feel

but it was so thin.

I put on a fight

sometimes the days dense.

I had braved

but he had never been there for me.