Lies Are Hard to Keep Track Of

Lies Are Hard To Keep Track Of

What's worse? Being lied to or being given the honest to goodness truth? If your best friend is keeping something from you is it a lie or are they protecting you? Would you lie to protect someone even if you know they would get mad at you in the end? If it came down to it, most people would lie or ignore the problem. When a person ignores the problem and lies, they forget to keep track of it and in the end the truth comes out. Lying may be the best solution at first, but once the truth is out things can only get better. To me, I would rather get the honest to goodness truth, I would rather them tell me something instead of them having to carry the burden of protecting me over something probably not even worth it in the end. If I know what is going on, then I can figure out the situation no matter how troublesome it is. 

Once a lie is out there, to keep the lie going there has to be more lies to keep the secret going. To keep a lie going, a person has to have a very good memory because they have to keep track of every single lie they have told about one thing, and they have to remember who they told it to. In the end, the truth will eventually come out. Many people are too lazy to keep a lie going and would rather take the easy way out anyway. Honesty is always the best policy.

Fight for Me

If I could change one thing about my love life it would be how much I use my brain. I would be smarter about the decisions I make. I wouldn't fall in love with someone who only manipulates me. If I could change who I fell in love with I would, so my heart wouldn't be as damaged as it is now. So, I would be able to give every guy a fighting chance to be with me. I would change the fact that I won't let myself love anyone else, because of this one guy. Which in all honesty, makes me mad because to me, one guy should not be what influences you or your decisions no matter what the situation is. I would change the way I love. Instead of loving the "I'm not giving you any attention" type I want to love someone that will give me enough attention. I want to love a guy who is sweet and caring, but still has his confidence. I would change the fact that I hold back whenever I shouldn't.

Is it Just Me or Is it Time to Eat?

We all have that one food and drink that we end up eating or drinking more than others. Every year for me it is different. I like to stick with one food or drink so I don't have to spend a lot of time at the gas station, at a resturant, or at a grocery store. My food quirks have been crazy over the years. I used to have a love for laffy taffy and lemonade. Three sticks of cherry Laffy Taffy and any kind of lemonade would be my vice. Every day after school I would persuade someone to go to the gas station so I could go get my daily dose of Laffy Taffy and Lemonade. Another time I had an unhealthy habit of Zero Calorie Monster. Most people like to drink coffee in the mornings at school, but I would always have two cans of Monster to help me stay up. That was until I got a panic attack at one of my cheer competitions. Every food quirk leads me to a memory or a different point in my life. For example, this year my food quirk is three chocolate chip cookies and a sweet tea from McDonalds. My best friend Jessica and I hung out almost every day of summer. Every night we would do something different, but we never failed to stop at Mcdonalds to get me a Large Sweet Tea and Chocolate Chip Cookies. One day, while it was pouring down rain, our friend had met us at the Mcdonalds by the mall to just come and hangout for a little while. We all had a good laugh at ourselves for even getting out in the rain, and we drove through the drive through to get some treats. Once summer ended, my best friend got her current boyfriend he would bring me Sweet Tea to get me to like him, even though we were already good friends. My friends sophomore year would always go up to Kum and Go to get slushies. We were the three amigos, and I remember the falling out we have and it reminds me of slushies and laffy taffy. We'd go get the slushies and hangout at my friends house and watch movies like "She's the Man" with Amanda Bynes in it. Every one has a food they get every time they go to a certain place, and memories that come with it.

Twelve

If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world? - Snow Patrol

Will you still love me
When I got nothing but my aching soul?- Lana Del Rey

You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward to the end -Marina & The Diamonds

And all the bad boys, are standing in the shadows
All the good girls, are home with broken hearts- Tom Petty

'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,
And you'll be owning all the fines. -Bon Iver

Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall- David Guetta

Remember only God can judge ya
Forget the haters 'cause somebody loves ya- Miley Cyrus

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark- Adele

The lingering question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?- Taylor Swift

Everybody said we'd be together forever but I know that,
I never wanna settle down, come around, break up the love like Lego now- Ed Sheeran

Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed- The Fray

The truth is...I don't stand a chance
Its something that you're born into...- Weezer







Mom- A pair of uggs and a coach purse
Dad- A watch and a tie
Brother- Money and X-box game
Sister- Build-a-Bear and crafts
Justin Bieber-Me and Me
Jessica- Gift Card to favorite clothing store and money
Hanna- Box of Chocolates and Uggs
Kimberely- Uggs and Cheer stuff
Catie- Candy and Hello Kitty
Jenna- Dresses and Perfumes
Step-Mother- Perfumes and Lotions, maybe house appliance
Kayla- Scarves and Jewlery